"Door" is a contemplation of the speaker's inner self and the struggle to understand it. The "door" refers to a figurative entrance to the speaker's subconscious mind that she has never been able to fully access. The fact that the speaker has "never seen it" implies that there are parts of herself that she has yet to discover. The speaker has felt close to accessing this inner self before, as evidenced by the lines "Sometimes I get closer to it / But I've never found it".

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