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The first time Sam Ray nearly died was when he was just a kid. Thrown into a pool by someone who didn’t know. He’d never been able to swim, he struggled and thrashed about for a bit, but eventually, he ran out of energy and sank. “It was a true acceptance, complete and total serenity,” he remembers. “Then I got pulled outta the pool and I was thrown back into real life.” That peace has stuck with him over the last few years, as he’s grappled with health issues, watched the world slowly die around him, and worked, intensely, on his first new music as Teen Suicide in over half a decade. In some ways, it’s the same sort of theme that's been on Ray's mind since he first launched the ever-evolving project—which began with a series of no-fi punk songs recorded at home with friends. The world doesn’t matter, life is inherently painful, but you always find a way forward amidst the bleakness. For his part, at 31, he finally feels grown-up, and a little more self-assured—his new songs offer less of the desperate emotional thrashing of his youth. User-contributed text is available under the Creative Commons By-SA License; additional terms may apply.
haunt me (x 3)
507,6302no, the moon
225,5463everything is going to hell
121,8944the same things happening to me all the time, even in my dreams
112,1595Salvia Plath
96,7876everything is fine
89,3877we found two dead swans and filled their bodies with flowers
70,5408give me back to the sky
66,7419if i cleaned everything
65,48810skate witches
63,440
dc snuff film / waste yrself

i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body

Honeybee Table at the Butterfly Feast

It's the Big Joyous Celebration, Let's Stir the Honeypot

bad vibes forever

Goblin Problems

hymns

rarities, b-sides, demos, outtakes, & secret songs... 2009 - 2019

waste yrself

bonus ep

DC snuff film

coyote (2015-2021)